tOday family outing again! out to catch lobster! i caught 5 k... ard 5 lahz... hahax.. it just got a sense of accomplishment man... hehex... and i very very de tired! gosh! i need a job to earn my own spending man... haiz... i lyk got alot of wants! haiz... shitty...on random note!
Out of a blue moon, i will feel WHAT IF my mentality is lyk 3 years old?
Out of a blue moon, i will feel WHAT IF i leave house staying away from my parents?
Out of a blue moon, i will feel WHAT IF i got a bf and married before 21 years old?
Out of a blue moon, i will feel WHAT IF i lost my pair of hands or impt body parts?
Out of a blue moon, i will feel WHAT IF i lost my closest people of my life?
Out of a blue moon, i will feel WHAT IF i would die in the next hour?
Out of a blue moon, i will feel WHAT IF i say some things-not-meant-to-be-said & hurting ppl?
Out of a blue moon, i will feel WHAT IF i had taken a wrong step during this period of my life?
Out of a blue moon, i will feel WHAT IF i remain mute forever and letting others to talk?
Out of a blue moon, i will feel WHAT IF .......*to be continue*
Simply just OUT OF THE BLUE MOON and i will have thoughts on these WHAT IF... haiz...
If i can have a choice of either 1 super power... either to read other ppl mind or to look at the future! if is last time, i would choose the first 1... cuz i dun wan to know my future beforehand... but now... i will choose the latter! i hope to know, what i will be in the future! will i be the great one which i will work myself towards my aim? or just a housewife or maybe a SPINSTER! well... i think i am full of imagination man... no job at home think of all this! well... i jus hope that i didnt take the wrong step to another phase of my life! well... i am just a simple-thinking lady!
