Thursday, April 30, 2009

I hate rejection! omg... i simply giving too much hope den end up falling down more serious! haiz... off! what can i do man! i totally sianz lahz! haix... but still got 1 more job to check if i am being selected! i feel so stupid man... why i am not shortlisted? haiz... well... is i am shortlisted but need to be shortlisted again! haix... i feel so stupid lyk nvr study well den beautify my resume! haiz... sianz! i gg to rot at home again! haix... i hate rejection! dun reject me again! haix... now got a weekly job which is on sun... at departmental store sell bonia bag! think is at taka or dunno where! haiz... at least work from 12.30 or 8.30 lahz... 8hrs of income! haix... sad lahz... haiz... *sob*

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Wednesday, April 29, 2009

yesterday i meet up with a person who is super important to me... We had the gelare half.price waffles! Hahax... My craving! Den we had dinner together!
As for today! I meet up with this important person too! We went to tampines1... Nth de... And i went to recruitexpress to find a job... So efficient... I think i got a job waitin but need wait till confirm i go down and sign 2mlo... So 2mlo waitin for the lady call! Pls gimme income! Well... I starting another show le! Hahax... I completed the millionaire bread taiwan de... Hahax... My mum keep scold me nvr go find work... Den actually i got a job at hospital de... The take temperature de... Start work 2mlo... But my parents don allow cuz of the diseases now! Hahax... So no reason why i nvr find work... I send a avg of 5to6 resumes a day for this few weeks k... Cuz all call back need find 6mths or till end of sep de... Haix... Why i so suay! Cant find a suitable job de! Haix... I am not lazy! But if continue no job i really goin to slack till dono where le... Haix... Yipee! I completed planned the upcoming picnic! A get together day before the guys goin army! So fast all goin army... Hahax... Haix... I really cant accept things happen so fast! Hahax...

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Sunday, April 26, 2009

tOday family outing again! out to catch lobster! i caught 5 k... ard 5 lahz... hahax.. it just got a sense of accomplishment man... hehex... and i very very de tired! gosh! i need a job to earn my own spending man... haiz... i lyk got alot of wants! haiz... shitty...

on random note!

Out of a blue moon, i will feel WHAT IF my mentality is lyk 3 years old?
Out of a blue moon, i will feel WHAT IF i leave house staying away from my parents?
Out of a blue moon, i will feel WHAT IF i got a bf and married before 21 years old?
Out of a blue moon, i will feel WHAT IF i lost my pair of hands or impt body parts?
Out of a blue moon, i will feel WHAT IF i lost my closest people of my life?
Out of a blue moon, i will feel WHAT IF i would die in the next hour?
Out of a blue moon, i will feel WHAT IF i say some things-not-meant-to-be-said & hurting ppl?

Out of a blue moon, i will feel WHAT IF i had taken a wrong step during this period of my life?
Out of a blue moon, i will feel WHAT IF i remain mute forever and letting others to talk?
Out of a blue moon, i will feel WHAT IF .......*to be continue*

Simply just OUT OF THE BLUE MOON and i will have thoughts on these WHAT IF... haiz...
If i can have a choice of either 1 super power... either to read other ppl mind or to look at the future! if is last time, i would choose the first 1... cuz i dun wan to know my future beforehand... but now... i will choose the latter! i hope to know, what i will be in the future! will i be the great one which i will work myself towards my aim? or just a housewife or maybe a SPINSTER! well... i think i am full of imagination man... no job at home think of all this! well... i jus hope that i didnt take the wrong step to another phase of my life! well... i am just a simple-thinking lady!

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Saturday, April 25, 2009

Lemme blog about tues(21apr) and fri(24apr)...

on tuesday! we went to serangoon broadway to rent our grad attire! omg! $75 can! haiz... jobless... no mood.... hahax...
On friday! a gathering! hehex.. its so happy till all of us lost track of the timing! maybe is because meet late den we keep laugh! hahax... we went to tian tian huo guo! each of us take $20 out and this include the dinner and a dessert session at the liang seah street! yummy! aftertat, ian drive us to dhoby and we 3 rush to take last train! reach home ard 12 plus! omg... super scary feeling gg home alone! but i made it! hahax...

25april2009 Saturday!

tOday slept till very late den slack at home... at night den go compass point to buy things! well... i bought the new storybook to continue after my breaking dawn... it is the THIS CHARMING MAN!! gosh... i am tempted to buy another series of fiction book on vampire... hehex... got 4 books... lyk twilight lyk tat... hehex... get my warehouse de pay first bah! hahax...

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Thursday, April 23, 2009

OMG!! i look lyk song hui qiao? hahax... actually is look alike with our eyes! hahax...

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Omg... This 2 days i am attracted to this show! Damn nice k... But zm only lend me till part 1... I think i 2mlo goin to see how much and buy le... Its so climax... I simply lyk all the male lead... All so shuai can... I didnt know their body build is so so so *saliva drooling*... Hahax... I so pervert... But really... Over shuai de can... Den the females lead all pretty... Lee duo hai... Hahax... I really dono wats the heck am i doin... I keep find work online but nth return back... Haix... I wasted 2weeks le... Omg... Uni haven reply... Work nth come back! Sianx lahz... Haix... Total sianx! I need income! Haix... 2mlo a dinner with my polyren... Yipee! Hahax... Kk... Back to my drama... Self-decompose at home...

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Monday, April 20, 2009



tOday i had a day out with cheney! my best buddy since primary school! we know each other for 10 years! omg... today we keep trying to remember the other ppl's name! is lyk omg... den she keep reveal my last tym secret! omg... keep making me malu... but its nice meeting her! hehex... we only in the same class in primary 4... and both of us is lyk twins too! she know me too welll... she so cute! gimme a present! she know what i like till now! hehex... winnie the pooh de pouch! hahax... joke!

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Sunday, April 19, 2009

FAMILY OUTING FOR TODAY!!!

FILLED WITH ACTIVITIES!!! HEHEX...

ACTIVITY ONE: Lobster catching


ACTIVITY TWO: Kite Flying


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Saturday, April 18, 2009


Today i went to the lee wei song lee si song de concert! it is a last min thing! well... it is a free tix from my uncle! hahax... actually wanna call ppl de... den think some working, some no news... den i call my cousin... because of this, i sort of quarrel with my family members... i very tired and sian when they argue with me... wats wrong with me not bringing my sis? haiz... she so young... umpteen of chances... den i sort of got unknown reason of not bringing her... well... i just very bey dong... den still say give the tix to my bro and his gf... pls? who am i to u all... wats the hell is it... haiz... tats y i not sort of happy... very sian over all this... i lyk beginning to detest being at home... well... i no mood to blog about today... it simply spoilt everything! SHIT!


本地音乐才子李伟菘、李偲菘这对音乐才子,将在《伟菘偲菘2009好友音乐派对》上,率领海内外好友如孙燕姿,蔡依林,“小猪”罗志祥,萧敬藤,陈晓东和邓妙华,呈现连串新歌金曲。

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Friday, April 17, 2009

tOday had a great day with may! hahax... we meet at 12plus and proceed to dhoby for lunch at aston and a movie! 17Again! well... not as nice as i feel! well... we 2 go buy couple seats! hahax... den we 2 act lyk couple! hahax... joke... bring her go the grand cathay watch! hahax... den the movie rite! ppl go in see is see zac efron de... not the story of the movie! ppl fong zac! when zac kiss the girl, they make noise! joke! den zac come out all wah!! play bball all "WAH"... can u imagine! we 2 is lyk keep laughing! 50% is laughing at the movie! another 50% is the students!

hahax... joke! aftertat, we go to rocher road to eat beancurd! hahax... we really eat alot! hahax... den we today really walk alot! hahax... we walk down to bugis! den walk walk dere... go village, well.. really nth to buy de... den go iluma, got new mascot man! den i wanna take photo with it den suddenly it ran towards us i freak out! run back... but got take photo with it too! very cute! hahax... den we go parco... den walk the whole place... really nth to walk... den we 2 joke! saw 2 guy... den walk where also saw them... i think they also will think so... joke! so so so super funny den i tell may den she say u also fa xian! hahax... got 1 quite s... hahax... joke! i today really talk alot with may! we crap alot! den after bugis parco... we decided to walk back to dhoby... cuz save transportation fee... den feel so early mahz... hahax.. so cute lahz... den we 2 keep fretting over things-which-is-a-secret... lyk we old le... aiyo... i keep thinking... the last 20years wat had i been doing? gosh!

青春啊青春... 我的青春... 你在哪裡? 我不要白白浪费

sianz! i think i really wasted my 20 years of youth! kk... i gonna live to the fullest! hehex... i wanna go swimming man! hahax... joke... so random! kk... enjoy photo!











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Thursday, April 16, 2009

OMG! i cant imagine i just got the luck! hahax... i learnt my lesson yest by not sleeping till too late! hahax... cuz i tues nitex found a job... den wed morning got a call from the lady! end up i lyk semi-concious only... den i forget wat i dabbling about to her... end up no more call from her... so today! i yest nitex send my resume to apply a 1-2 mths marketing temp... den noe i fulfil all the requirement so i shd be getting a call! and tats rite! i wake up at 10am... thanks jj... yr morning call helps! hahax... see i told u they will call! hahax... and den now is waiting to be shortlisted! hope bah... $7/hr and 5day week... and the crucial is near my house! is at tai seng or hougang ave 3... hahax... joke man... i hope my 20th years shun shun li li! hahax...

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Wednesday, April 15, 2009


tOday i went to cut my hair! hehex... and my dad bring home durian for me~ hahax... i am over full! and i just peacefully passed 1 day! no feel blogging... now editing photos!


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MY BIRTHDAY PRESSIE!
THANK YOU ALL!!


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Tuesday, April 14, 2009

THANK YOU!! LOTS OF HUGGIES!!
AFTER THE CLOCK STRIKE 12 ON 13 APRIL!

❤ Sharon (Msg me @ 11.58pm)
❤ May (Msg me @ 12am)
❤ JunJie (Msg me @ 12.16am)
❤ WeiDe(Msn)
❤ZiQi
❤Zhangmin
❤Karine
❤Mummy!
❤Cheryl
❤Minghui(Chua)
❤ZhiHui
❤Michelle
❤Deon
❤Daddy!
❤QiQi
❤Eugene
❤Benny Bro!
❤Karen Bro GF!
❤Uncle Heng + Aunty Candy
❤Joyce
❤JinBo
❤Minghui(SP)
❤Midsean(FB)
❤ZiRong(FB)
❤Cheryl Teo(FB)
❤Jessie(FB)
❤Wei Qing(FB)
❤TeckWun(FB)
❤Pin Qian(FB)
❤Jason(FB)
❤Cheney(FB)
❤Lucas
❤Gary
❤Joshua Pang
❤Shirin
❤Akin
❤ALL PEOPLE WHOM I MISSED!


**********14 April 2009**********
THANK YOU!


☆ZIQI☆SHARON☆ZHANGMIN☆JOYCE☆
☆IAN☆JP☆BO-GE☆SHUSHU☆DANIAL☆DEON☆

tOday is my last day at work! well... i work from 10.30am to 2.30pm! hehex... den after tat, my lucky n shiny come meet me! aftertat, i total hungry so we stopover at mos burger! but i sick of burgers so eat mussels and breaded prawn! hahax... aftertat, my cute shar went for her interview... well... thanks! she make a very big detour just to pei me 1 hr first! i told her nvm but she say she will guilty but really.. i appreciate yr intention! thanks for giving me your whole day! u all really really touched deep into my heart! hahax... after shar left! me and ziqi walk to marina square to watch movie! we watch the Handsome Suit! its worth watching! hilarious show but some period i nearly fallen asleep... cuz i over tired! i slept at 3am and wake up at 8.45 drag till 9am wake up... so i didnt makeup and chiong out! hahax... i chiong out home at 9.25! fast? hahax... i still can pack my clothes lohz... so today i am lyk big bag here and dere! hahax...

den... after our movie ard 6 plus le... den we meet the others! next up... we walk to Suntec Ichiban Boshi! and i eat the mixed tempura udon! well... thanks all for the dinner treat! den i got craving for my ever-ending durian! den we discuss the grad attire and the durian! hahax... den i say i treat them eat durian! end up buy 3 packets 3 people eat only! thanks dan! my durian companion! hehex... we buy le go to the fountain dere eat! hahax... well... the place is nice! got the fountain with laser! lyk the song of the sea lyk tat... hahax... yeah! i wanna go song of the sea... kk enough my random! den the 3 ladies simply make me ku xiao bu de... they noe i dun wan them to buy me cake end up they buy the Haato Mochi~ pls... i very clever de... u 3 separated from us i noe de... cuz all this birthday gimmicks is from me wat! hahax... but really thanks! u all can save $$ jiu save! den they sing me bd song! gosh... so malu... there alot of couple but lucky they all covered me so no one saw me bah... hahax... and u noe tat timing i am savouring my durian! and zm wipe my hand for me to conduct the mochi eating! hahax... well... she is the HR manager in us! hahax... pro! hahax... den i opened the present! omg... pls.. u all really noe what i really need! thanks! hahax... i sometime dun understand myself more than u all understand me... joke! hahax... my hearts got me a top which i genuinely feel that all my top is over normal and no new de... den my stars and clique got me a river island wallet! gosh! thanks! i love it! hahax... i gonna use it to bring in $$$! hahax... i still rem yest me n hearts are talking about the jail getting branded wallets all sorts of nonscene! hahax... but thanks! hahax... and joyce really over... didnt turn up den buy another present for me! gosh! thanks girl! but u very po fei man! haiz... she got me my fave SF Incanto Shine! omg... its smell heavenly! hahax... i today still go departmental store try try! hahax... thanks babe! hahax...
den we take photo with the mochi den got another girl also celebrating bd... den i treat her 1 mochi... joke... well... its so coincidence that one of my WH colleague birthday is 15apr! hahax... den today i simply fong with her in the store! we keep giving probability of bad-talk someone-we-dun-like! hahax... and we really laugh till lyk nobody biz... hahax... well... i really appreciate all to make time to celebrate my bd for me... well... it may be an ordinary day but it means alot to me... well... i see very important for birthday! hahax... joker me! and my daddy gave me red packet today too! my ah ma first! she gave on my chinese bd... hahax... cute ya! hahax... kk... gimme more time to sort and collect my photos! hehex... i got problem with the photos man... i dun lyk it... very blur... gosh! my big day de photo lyk tat i total sian! hahax...

On the side note!

Dear ☆s!

THANKS for the cute photo frame from u all! its really wen xin to me! thanks! hehex... the small notebook is so meaningful... and kindly heck wat deon say! he simply lyk to spoilt the atmosphere de... ian shd throw him out to the road! hahax...

Dear ❤s!

THANKS for the little surprises for the cake! thanks! i truely appreciate it all babe! hehex... our long lasting friendship will keep counting on... 7 years of friendship is fighting furiously every second! hehex...


STAY TUNE FOR MY PHOTOS TO BE UP!

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Monday, April 13, 2009

13 APRIL 1989 "A super duper cute baby girl crawl out of her mother womb to see the world!"


13 APRIL 1990
"This duper cute girl celebrating her 1st birthday at home!"

13 APRIL 1996
"This cute girl attended her Primary 1!"

13 APRIL 2002
"This cute girl advance her studies to secondary sch! hehex..."


13 APRIL 2006
"This cute girl transform into a lady! attended her diploma studies at SP"


13 APRIL 2009
"This lady celebrate her 20th Birthday! hehex..."



HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

A SUPER SPECIAL DAY FOR ME!


i am just saving my last 2 mins to type my blog for my BIG day! hahax... today i celebrate with my hearts! hehex... thanks babe! the ice-cream cake is total a SURPRISEeeee! well... i meet them early! cuz i total sian at home! well... same feelings! bored at home! den i lyk detest-ing staying at home now! dunno y... den... we walk to far-east! i wore my hula&co maroon dress! but i feel thats over short! cuz is lyk abit flare! den wind blow i fong! den i go buy another dress! hahax... well... it is lyk a present to myself! hahax... after tat, we walk down to the place to eat! den my bro msg me den i rush to levis to buy my present from him!! hahax... i got a skinny! hahax... $149.90 with $48 off! den i charge him $100.. hahax... aftertat we walk to the youth scape park for the dinner @ botak jones! oh my god! its cheap man... total we spend $10 for the food! hahax... aftertat, cr and lucas come meet us! hahax... cr is another birthday boy! hehex... we very qiao! same day breathe in the air of singapore at 13 april 1989! hahax... actually got 1 more person! is tecky! 3 of us entered the same sec1 class 1E! den same sec 3 & 4... so we noe each other for eh... 7years! gosh! hahax... after tat, i suggesting to go eat swensen! hahax... u noe! birthday ppl go on the actual day will be entitled to the complimentary Birthday Firehouse! hahax... i treat them to ice-cream too! hehex... and the climax is that, my hearts surprise me with a cake! joke... no wonder, they joke... ask me would i mind dun have a cake! actually really... i dun mind! but i am surprised! my smile is grinning from one end to another end man! hahax... the reason, i dun lyk is tat dun need to spend this money and we not working den we should save money! and i feel more fat recently... hahax... after tat, photo taken! hahax... i love capturing the memories! hahax... den mh come meet us after his work! cr total cheated him out of the mrt... hahax... den we take photos too! hahax... den we take mrt home le... den now i am home to blog! hahax... joke man... thanks babes and hunks! i really enjoyed today! hehex... i simply adore the presents! hehex... well... i got a very cute sister and brother... my brother first! gimme present also got the validity period de... say lasted till today only! den my sister gave a present filled with winnie the pooh! super cute man... hehex... kk...i needa bath le... i had entered the 20 zone! hehex... i will blog my photos when i am free! hehex... 2mlo i celebrating my birthday with my polyren! hehex... i needa work too! but till 2.30 only lahz... and shiny&lucky meeting me first! shooting needa work! hehex... Stay tuned for the photos!

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