Wednesday, April 1, 2009
gosh! i am dilemma! i really had no idea where i want? i used to plan my future well before entering into another phrase of my life! but now i am dilemma! haiz... i am goin to register the private uni as wat i heard from ke... it makes sense... no use i wait for the january intake! it is lyk wasting my half year! i rather go study SIM den graduate le take a full time job! well... i am dilemma over which school i gg to choose... UOL or RMIT?? haiz.. i heard that UOL is more recognise... but the study kind simply turn me off... but why not i give it a try but i scare i flung in the exam/year! it simply demoralise me... well... i didnt fail any exams... but there is fear factor in it for me... haiz... den rmit australia de is project base lyk poly but i need to meet the proj prob... i hate it... haiz... i think it over and over... uol? rmit? uol? rmit? haiz... who can gimme some advice? i gg to cry out loud le lahz... haix... my future is so misty! haiz... i gg to register 2mlo le... haiz... my future! haiz... else i go find 1 shuai de tycoon and married to him and be a tai tai? hahax... sometimes i just got this nonscenes thinking! hahax... haiz... i am very blank inside! omg... and suddenly i realise... i lyk keep asking ppl out and neglect my other frenz but lucky ke they all keep asking me too... well... i am afraid that i cant balance well... but its simply abit piss off sometym lahz... haiz... i gg to give up le lahz... haiz... maybe internally me, i just want to recover the time i lost during the stupid projs... thats why my instinct had been telling me... well... i am so tired but i also dunno y i got the energy to ask ppl out... i am yah... eh... dun bother to say anymore!
jEsslin leave this memories @ 5:26 PM
jEsslin Ong
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