Happy Birthday Daddy!!
Thursday, October 9, 2008
haiz... i am total stressed up today!! Y?? i FAIL my driving... well... i think is traumatise for me sia... 42 point and 1 immediate failure!! i think i get 3 de... den the instructor mark till sian... haiz... total fong man... i nvr feel so stress before... not lyk 'O' Level or wat... i nervous till walking to the car my leg shake... i drive and my leg shaking... haiz... wats the heck am i doing?? haiz... wasting more money now... haiz... tot 1 tym can pass den is a breeze but see now i think i need to waste more money le... haiz... my nervous is not cover de... haiz... i nervous can nearly make the car de steering wheel pull out... haiz... really i very sad... haiz... sianz... learn ard 25 lesson nvr mount kerb be4 or strike pole... test that tym less than 10 mins i think i mount 3 tym... haiz... can die man... haiz... am i making the wrong decision to drive?? haiz... lyk waste money... rather go find a man who can drive... or jus 2 go sit bus... hahax... haiz...well... i wan to drive to earn that license... when i work also better... hahax... i not getting younger man... haiz... next yr marching to 20s... den i blink i think i 30 le... haiz... don wanna blog le... haiz... feelings all gone... haiz... STRESS!! haiz... tot it would be a birthday present to give my dad... haiz... sianz... end up waste more money!! haiz... i goin crazy... y i always lyk tat... exam or wat is lyk nervous till can die... den next tym if i get married i think i lau sai till cant get married and become old maid... haiz...
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jEsslin Ong
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